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I'm behaving pretty weirdly as my birthday is approaching. I'm avoiding all familiar contacts, wanting to hybernate and lose touch with the outside world.

My cough is not getting any better; one of my Goonies actually gave me the Strepsils yesterday before she went home. Very sweet of her. And talking about that, I miss my boys. Lol..

Two good things happened to me this week. I was very happy and determined that I must save more so that if I were to take a break, I can sustain my lifestyle.

Gave my family a treat yesterday. Owe them that much. But I think I was too tired and sick to enjoy the delicious food. In fact, at some point of time while I'm talking, I couldn't really hear myself. The stoopid phelgm is clogging up my throat, nose and even my ears. I can't even sleep on one pillow or side ways or head down because I couldn't breathe. Had to stack up three pillows to get a good rest. Lame..

Feel like living my life in a trance. So to give a boost of endorphines, I have started running on my treadmill again. Feel good to punish myself physically. Not that I'm a sadomasochistic. The last time I did this was about six years ago. That was to forget. But now is to refresh myself.

Azza.. Azza.. Fighting!