Yesterday..

"Can I carry them for you?" he asked. She smiled and gave the load to him.

"This is going to be the last time he carries things for me," she thought to herself, as he walked in front of her, up the staircase.

Again that sense of loss overwhelmed her. There was always that slight doubt at the back of her mind; was she doing the right thing? Leaving everything that she was comfortable and happy with for something unfamiliar and unknown?

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"I have something for you. Wait here."

She sprinted out of the door and in less than a minute, came back with a disc.

"For you," she passed the disc to her.

"Watch it now."

She slipped the disc in and a collage of her pictures and friends appeared on the monitor screen, accompanied by all the Korean songs that she loved.

"You did this all by yourself?" she asked.

"Yeah, but I asked the others to pass me the photos," she answered, smiling.

She felt a lump in her throat.

"Thanks, Yo-Bo," she said, giving her a hug.

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"Why don't you join us at Mac?" he asked.

"I can't. I'm going out with them," she answered, pointing to the group of people behind the glass.

He shook her hand and gave her a hug.

Again that self-doubt manifested at the back of her mind. And again, she tried to dismiss it.

"Life has to move on. There will always be changes," she tried to rationalise.

"I'm going to miss them. Especially him."

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I want to eat ta hui.

TeenTitansWannaBe

Oh, yesh..

Video from the camp, compliment from Bev. Our two seniors aspiring to be the next Teen Titans. LOL..

MissMyNetballers..

I was woken up at 9 plus in the morning by my mum to go to a neighbour's solemnization ceremony. And I don't even know this neighbour well. How bizarre can that be? I slept pretty late last night. Or should I say.. slept in the early wee morning at about 4am.

Came back from netball camp and was totally crashed out. I actually slept on my parents' bed until they came back at 11 plus at night. Uber shag. All thanks to Bev, Jiawen, Mika, Joanna and Alishia who kept me awake until 2 plus in the morning. :p Haiz.. I miss you, gals.

After I had my bath, I couldn't sleep so I surfed the net. My camera battery was flat so I couldn't upload the pictures yet. That was why I slept so late and was so grouchy throughout the wedding solemnization. I was bored to tears!

Anyway, netball camp was great! Sans the cold water! Gosh.. I have not bathed in cold water for eons. It was like mental and physical torture. And it doesn't help when you bathe after 12am.

The poor girls had friendly matches for three days in a row. Watched most of the matches and am proud to say that the 'C' girls are very united. They work well with one another and bonded like sisters. And these girls are so primary-school cute!

But I'm going to miss my 'B' girls most. Especially Bev and Jiawen who have been working with me since they were in Sec One. Gamsahamnida to both of you! Without the two of you, I don't think I can do it alone. :)

Anyway.. picture time!

It was raining like there was no tomorrow on the first day of camp. The girls took some swipers to clear the court of water.

Umpire for the day, Miss Lam Xin Ni. Lol..

The girls after a friendly match.


My favourite captain.. Bev!

And her bestie.. Jiawen!

The girls did a mock court in the hall.







Fooling around with my camera.

My gifts.. Gamsahamnida!

And of course.. spastic faces! Lol..

AtTwoPlusInTheMorning

Check out my tagboard. I'm bombarded by my netballers. I don't know how Bev found me but she is sure damn (should I use this word???) resourceful. Lol..

I've been good recently. Cleaned my middle room a.k.a study room a.k.a Farhan's Room (declared by him. Heesh..). I actually had six bags full of rubbish (imagine the black rubbish bags that you used during BBQ); rubbish since 2003. Lame, right? I sure love to keep things. I actually came across my Sec 4 seating plan which was done by me. Waa.. I sure miss Cedar. I found old pictures (feeling sentimental) and things like my report cards, organisers, etc. So imagine the junks I have?

Next on the list of being a good 30-year old girl (woman??) is to clean my room. Planning with Fah to redesign my room. I have been keeping my room pretty simple; concept's white. But I'm getting bored and need to revamp it. 2008 will be a new year for me. I just need something different to spur me on. So Fah, after your KL trip, let's go shopping!

Bought another watch today. Lol.. Exactly the same with Fah. I'm totally crazy about watches. When I used not to have a car back then, I will always buy a watch every time I get my pay. But of course, I can't beat my Yo-Bo. She has dozens of watches to a point she can open a shop? A-ris-to, Yo-Bo? This is the third watch I bought in a month. When I was in HK, I bought a Titus and Mickey Mouse watch (of course I have to buy one since I visited Disneyland!). Check them out. So chio!

I'm still coughing. But not as bad as when I just returned back.

About a week left before THE RESULTS is out. Yo-Bo and I were discussing just now who would be the top contender. I have someone in mind. Really hope he comes out the top.

Fighting! ;-)