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Saturday, May 31, 2008

TheLittleFool

A little Fool once asked the mighty Rain
Will you accompany me in my garden eternally?
And never to leave me in drought indefinitely?
The mighty Rain smiled lovingly at her
And showered her with mist of water
Where the little Fool danced and laughed in joy
In full faith of a promise
Presumed not to be broken

One day the mighty Rain disappeared
Not a word of caution given
Leaving the little Fool stood stranded
In her own luscious green garden
Wondering if she has caused the mighty Rain displeasure
With her own unappreciative gestures

The little Fool did her dance of merriment
Calling out the mighty Rain’s name
Till her voice turned hoarse
She twirled and circled the whole garden
Even with exhaustion she withstood
All the time her hands in the air
All the time her eyes fixed in the sky

Alas the mighty Rain did not appear
And neither did the mighty Rain answer her
And for months onwards
The little Fool’s garden grew weak
And withered
The smell of death slowly permeated
In the once lavish greenery

The little Fool laid in her garden
Lost and dying
Waiting for her beloved Rain
In full faith
Of the latter’s promise

One day she heard the mighty Rain’s voice
Outside her garden
And her heart jumped with anticipation
Of pleasure to see her beloved Rain once again

Quivering with excitement
The little Fool tried to stand up
And welcome her beloved Rain
Back in her arms
But with the decaying of her garden
And the feebleness of her being
She found herself dragging her body to the gate
Tears of joy
Washed down her face

At the gate she tried to call the mighty Rain’s name
But it was only a hoarse whisper
For she has put her whole soul
To her futile dance

Between the cracks of the gate
She saw her beloved Rain
Lavishing mist of water
On a youngling’s garden
Shocked with disbelief
The little Fool backed away
And tripped on a dead root

As she fell onto the dry earth
She remembered how the mighty Rain had favoured her
And how beautiful
Her garden had been

As her body touched the ground
The little Fool closed her eyes
I am nothingness
Without my beloved Rain
I am a fool
Just like my name

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

MySlumber

I have just woken up from
Another long and uneventful slumber
Something that I have not done
For a long moment.

In the darkness I blink
Wondering if I am back in reality
For I sought the comfort of
Any assuring dream.

Hope is what people yearn for
To live life as merry as can be
But hope is just another incarceration
Of my unfulfilled fantasy.

WouldYouLikeToWatchMovie?

Disappointment is an understatement.

TheLoveThat DaresNotSpeakItsName

I'm back to my sleeping routine again.

While others are having a merry time eating supper @Simpang.

Monday, May 26, 2008

I'veNotHeardTheWordFATINAforSomeTime

As usual, I side track from my work.

Life hasn't been smooth sailing for me for the past few weeks. Can't believe that at 31, I have to go through such a thing all over again.

But I'm happy today.

Though it's going to be short-lived, I just embrace the moment and for once, not be practical. And not the strong one here. It's been exhausting to be the one who always hold the fort, because if I don't, everything will crumble. That's what I believe.

Gamsahamnida for the time.

And sarang heyo always..

Monday, May 19, 2008

NineteenMay2008

It's a no.

Foolish woman.

Another chapter to go.

No more of this nonsense.

EighteenMay2008

If you were to ask me, I would have said yes.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

SeventeenMay2008

My eyes are swollen.

They hurt.