S.H.I.T.T.Y

I am feeling shitty today. I can't believe I let myself feel this way again. Silly me. Age doesn't seem to make me wiser.

I can feel the heaviness of the air, the burden in my heart and worse, the smile I have to muster when I am around people. Some people noticed my sombre mood and asked whether I was alright. Didn't know that I was that bad in hiding my mood. Super lame. Smile.. Smile.. Smile..

On a cheerful note, I had a great time with four of my Titans yesterday. Thanks for the company, guys. Looking forward to see you all again next Thursday.

I just came back from chatting with my Fifth Year Goonies. Amazing how much they change. Today, they are going to have their Geography papers in the afternoon. All of them were studying and sharing notes. They are more serious this year than last year. And I felt good that there is a change in them. Hopefully, my Dedication4 will be like them next year.