What's Next?

I have reached a stage in my life where nothing seems to excite me any more. Stay out as late as 6am. Done that. Splurge on things I don't need. Done that. Have my own car. Done that. Have my own house. Done that. Walk around with no purpose. Done that. Never sleep at all for two days. Done that. Watch Korean drama, slept for two hours, then went to Bukit Timah for a hike, went home and continue watching, then went out again to watch midnight movie, and went home to continue watching the Korean drama. I have done that too. Basically, I find life's a bore now.

Zah told me that I need to travel. Well.. money is a factor. So is the company. I need people to travel. Wish I can travel alone; I actually need someone to accompany me to the toilet (not in the cubicle!). I attribute that kind of bizarre behaviour to girls' school.

Sometimes I like to go out alone. I don't have to talk to anyone. I can take my own time to look at things. But the problem is.. when I get hungry. It's weird to eat alone. But I kind of like it. Makes me feel independent. So I guess the next step is to go to the toilet alone too.

So here I am, at home all alone. Zah told me I should go out and mingle with more people. I think she's trying to insinuate that I should mingle more with people of the opposite gender. But I love my home! Never thought I would say that. Lived here for two years and not once do I regret buying it. Yeah.. it's kind of isolated and inaccessible but I love the environment as well the house itself. And I'm getting stranger as well.. I love to be at home ALONE. Weird, right? Haiz.. maybe 30 is the age where people begin to change. More mental, I guess..

Let me recap what had happened for the past three days..

Yesterday, I was home alone AGAIN. I don't understand why my parents always go out when I'm reaching 30 and not when I was a teenager. When I was at that age, at least one of them would be home and I would be stuck with them. I need more freedom back then, with all the chalets and jam and hop and clubbing and night outs. Haiz.. guess they know that I have mellowed. Don't have to worry if their daughter is up to mischief anymore. Anyway, I watched a Korean movie online, 100 Days with Mr Arrogant. Hilarious!!! Must thank Ms Body Beautiful for introducing http://aznv.tv/en/ to me. Then I got bored after the movie ended. So Zah came to my mind. She promised me a yummy chocolate place at River Valley Road. And since I didn't have the car (my parents were out 'dating' - they went to somebody's wedding), I rode her beautiful Piaggio for the first time. Haiz.. she has that bike for two years and this was the first time I rode it. Basically I always drive them around and usualy there'll be more than two people with us.

So this two goons actually rode for nearly an hour just to find the damn place. We actually got lost (we were riding in circles) and when we finally found it (it's at Robertson Walk, I think), the bloody place was closed! Fate is cruel.. Zah was kind of disappointed as she knows I LOVE chocolate. I was alright; I enjoyed the ride. Been sometime since anybody chauffers me around. We ended up at TCC. Nice place but the dessert that I ordered was disappointing.

Next stop.. karaoke session. Pretty fun with only two people; I didn't have to wait for my turn. Sang until 5 plus. Reached home at about 6am. My parents were still asleep. I'm blessed...

Three nights ago, I started my online Korean drama marathon. I didn't sleep, aiming to finish all 16 episodes. I actually promised PinkMonkie and P.H.Y.S.I.C.S to hike with them at Bukit Timah the next day. I didn't finish the drama(Hello My Teacher - funny! You must watch!), slept at 7am and told them I would fetch them at 9am instead. I woke up at 9am. Haiz.. I was so stoned that my brain and my motoring skills could not coordinate. But Bukit Timah I did complete. The three of us planned to go out late at night on the same day. PinkMonkie and I told P.H.Y.S.I.C.S that she must sleep; she's one living person who gets knock out at 10 plus. Whoever sleeps at that hour, right? But P.H.Y.S.I.C.S does. So after the hike and lunch, all of us went home. But I didn't sleep. I continued my Korean drama and went out with them again for the late movie. P.H.Y.S.I.C.S was so cute! She called me at 8 plus, clarifying PinkMonkie's and my idea of LATE.

P.H.Y.S.I.C.S' definition of late: 8pm-9pm

PinkMonkie's and my definition of late: 11am-4am

Luckily P.H.Y.S.I.C.S was wide awake through out the night. After the movie, we went to Macs and hang out there. For the first time, I saw P.H.Y.S.I.C.S was not even yawning or sleepy. PinkMOnkie and I are BAD influence. We went off at about 3 plus.

So you see.. I have done all the things I wanted to do which I couldn't do when I was young. So what's next?

That is the question.

twenty28eight is currently trying to watch another Korean movie online but there is some problem downloading it. thy name is mental, woman!