Life..

This is the second time I fell ill in 2009. And the second time I cannot wake up from my bed. I think I really push myself this year; being a Potter to a bunch of graduating Goonies is pretty stressful. These Goonies are very responsible and diligent lot; I would feel rather bad if I let them down.

Aside from my ill health, I discover something that I didn't know I have. Hairstyling. Not styling my own hair (Gosh.. those of you who know me for years; my hair's a mess!!!). But other people's hair. I helped a group of Choir girls for our Speech Day and got compliments for it. Feeling very smug now. Now I know what I can be if I were to quit being a Potter. Lol..

Another thing to take note of.. I can meet these two people one week in a row without getting sick of them. PinkMonkie and GB. For the whole of last week, I met them for lunch and dinner. I think I am crazy over you guys because whenever I am hungry, I think of the two of you. Lol.. Queer, ain't it? I think the three of us are strange.

I'm on two-day MC since yesterday. Came back on Tuesday, feeling very feverish, bones all aching and my throat was sore. I cancelled my remedial; didn't think I could last for the day. Reached home about 3 and slept all the way to 9 plus. Still could force myself to watch 'Boys Over Flower'. And 'A Love to Kill'. I knew I couldn't make it the next day; usually, if I am ill, I just need a nap, and voila.. the next day, I will be fit as a fiddle. But this time round, even after eating medicine, I still feel disoriented. Bad sign. Cancelled my appointment with Yobo and the gang today. But I manage to cajole Zah and Nad to visit me. Heehee.. Am so bored at home. I don't dare to go out cos I know I'm still weak. Thanks, girlfriends.

I guess my melancholic self won't go away, despite me being cheery and all positive. There are some things I need to sacrifice and in the process, I realise where I stand.

On a positive note, I'll be 32 in 3 weeks' time! Wohoo.. So many opportunities when you are in your 30s. My birthday wish.. to look young forever. Heehee..